By now you've probably noticed that my literary style on this blog resembles that of a narcissistic, spoiled teenager with nothing better to do than playfully vent her feelings. It's quite sad, I am aware of that. So why do I post these funny, stupid, bipolar posts. Honestly, I'll probably delete them soon, but the real reason is because I have a funny side to. Within me there is a myriad of emotions, bubbling in a cauldron of emotions. As a writer, I prefer to express them within the boundaries of a page. So this Whatever blog is the satisfaction of the cynical and immature side of myself. I don't always write like this, the same way I do not always write in romantic poetry. To not exercise this "talent" of sorts would be stupid, utterly wasteful. And, as much of the Internet is filled with people willing to smile or brighten their day, I decided that this would be my exercise room for my funny side. I am well aware how unprofessional this page can be, and the literary style surely couldn't help with my dream of actual publication. Yet here it is, the codes upon codes translated into pixels that make words. Years of development, planning, money spent making the Internet and I am writing about my silly kitten and why free time is a good thing.
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To begin, I'd like to apologize for the long title. It's 12:30 in the afternoon and I'm much too tired and hungry to think of a clever one. So, yeah, I guess you'll have to make do with this one... :/ Having Free Time is not always good! Yeah, I mean of course I love love love it, but that doesn't make it good. It just makes it like cake or ice cream, amazing in moderation but most people just eat it all and wallow in self loathing for the next day (cough cough me). Yet without it we're exhausted ,sad, and spiraling into a depressing oblivion. Wow, cake and free time are beginning to sound more and more alike, coincidence??? I think not Now before you start making accusations about how I must not be human, or I must have no life, I want to tell you that both of those may or may not be true. I have to say though, if I'm an alien I've done quite a job of hiding it. ANYWAYS, I seriously have a problem with free time. I have literally all day to work towards my writing career, clean the house (AKA chores), paint, draw, and whatever I wish to further advance in skills. And yet I spend over 4 hours on my computer, watching youtube videos I've already seen or wandering around pinterest and tumblr. I seriously want to punch myself in the face after each day. I mean, I have so little chores and so much yet to do in my writing career, but NOO I feel the need to waste all my freaking time. Perfect, Sydney should get a gold star. I don't even know what to do anymore. I think my procrastination is partly due to my attitude and partly due to my environment. So should I make a better environment, or just force myself to work. Oh God I don't even know I'm just tired of not being able to do anything. I need a writing process... and some cake. I think I'
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